words thrown together

So many things left unsaid
Countless words exchanged
Hearts spilled to the floor
Yet the most important things
Stay shut so tightly behind closed minds
Half stories explained and webs spun
Angels to sinners, as people change
What once went unimaginable
Now an addiction
Who knew how devious
One soul could be
Some things change for better others worse
I wish I knew what was going on in my head
I wish I could explain the things that I let be done to me
The things I wanted done
This rude awakening to who I am
Is almost like a stab in the back from a former me
Was there no one to warn me
What I was to become